POEM
Suicide is for Optimists, Cioran SaidOCEAN, NJ 05 March 2010 |
for Isabela V. (d. 1988)
1988. March. We do not leave the mortuary vault.
At night we huddle on spread blankets
As we did at the rock concert the summer before.
We drink from plastic bottles, cheap wine,
To celebrate the sexy quiver of your lip, the shifty curvature,
The ember ghost of each flaunted lisp.
Lascivious tongue: oyster slit metaphoring what, you had asked.
Ambrosian tongue: changing despairs like workshirts.
Viperine tongue: fangs loaded with subversive jokes.
When we blacklist the teachers who threaten
To fail us if we attend the funeral—
Suicide is the ultimate insult
to our harmonious communist life—
You wink in approval. We rise
On numb toes to kiss your eyelids.
We do not leave the mortuary vault
For three days. March. 1988.
*Excerpted from Father Dirt (©Alice James Books, 2010) and reprinted with permission.
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A staunch, touching tribute, Mihalea. I wish I didn’t have to know the hell that went (and goes) on…..but your poem makes me feel brave because you’ve effectively portraited yourselves that way. Thank you.