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Do You Fear Me?

by ELLYN MAYBE
VENICE BEACH, CA
29 November 2009

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Do you fear me cause I wear
          a purple friendship bracelet?
Do you fear having me as a friend?
Are you afraid to introduce me
          to your grandparents?
The only perfect thing about me
          is my perfect lack of confidence.
Does that freak you out?
I’m fat.
How does that sit with you?
I wear political pins.
Does that bother you?
I’m a bookworm.
Does that depress you?
Are you terrified
          cause I’ve been bas mitzvahed?
Are you scared
          cause I think spiders are sacred?
I’m left handed.  ooooooooooooo  No comment.
Do you worry about me cause I’m a virgin
Cause I’m loud and sometimes embarrassing,
          are you wary of spending time with me?
I know where the feminist bookstores are
          in a whole bunch of states.
Does that make you tremble?
People think I’m younger
          and older than I am.
Does that reflect badly on you somehow?
I don’t always comb my hair.
Can you hear it coming?
Is it my ugliness or beauty that
          frightens you the most?
Are you afraid of me cause I’m human?

 

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Ellyn Maybe ELLYN MAYBE has performed her poetry in a variety of venues all over the country, including Bumbershoot, the Poetry Project, the New School, Taos Poetry Circus, South by Southwest, Lollapalooza, Albuquerque Poetry Festival and Seattle Poetry Festival. She has also read in Europe at the Bristol Poetry Festival, on the BBC, and in poetry slams and readings in Munich, Frankfurt, Hamburg and Stuttgart. She opened the MTV Spoken Wurd Tour in Los Angeles. In addition, she has also read at USC, UCLA, CSUN and Cal State Fullerton, among other colleges.

Writer’s Digest named her one of ten poets to watch in the new millennium. Her work has been included in many anthologies, including Word Warriors: 35 Women Leaders in the Spoken Word Revolution, Poetry Slam, Another City: Writing From Los Angeles, Poetry Nation, The Outlaw Bible of American Poetry and American Poetry: The Next Generation. She was on the 1998 and 1999 Venice Beach Slam teams. She is portrayed reading her work in Michael Radford’s (Il Postino) film, Dancing at the Blue Iguana.

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9 Comments»

Comment by Ducky
2009-11-29 10:30:44

Humans are afraid of so much. Is it because we have the most to lose of all the species? A chihuahua will go after a pit bull, fear doesn’t register. It’s an interesting question - why we need fear.

 
Comment by Rich Ferguson
2009-11-29 17:55:34

Wonderful work, Ellyn! Thanks so much for taking part in the TNB experience. Onward and upward…

 
Comment by Erika Rae
2009-11-30 00:03:57

People are afraid of difference. Oddly, we’re also afraid of sameness. What gives?

Glad to see you on TNB.

 
Comment by kristen
2009-11-30 14:22:36

I second Ducky’s comment–humans really are afraid of nearly everything. Difference, sameness–all of it.

Man, to be able to shrug such fear off once and for all. Difficult to imagine a life that free.

So–loved your poem’s topic, obviously. Strong writing, too.

 
Comment by Ellyn Maybe
2009-11-30 15:24:40

Thanks so much for your sweet and evocative words everyone! :)
Much appreciated!
best wishes,
ellyn

 
2009-12-01 22:04:50

i really liked this - thank you - going to keep reading you and watching out for you, Ms Maybe.

Comment by Ellyn Maybe
2009-12-06 05:23:08

Thanks so much Stephanie! :)
Best wishes,
ellyn

 
 
Comment by Janine Adair Kohanim Ferrell
2009-12-27 17:15:57

These are the sorts of questions that are rarely voiced….but should be.
I have told my closest and dearest to play “What I Really Want” by Alanis
Morissette at my funeral because it voices some similar sentiments…nice work!

 
Comment by Ellyn Maybe
2009-12-27 17:23:46

Wow, thanks so much for your very sweet words Janine! :) I’m deeply touched.
Happy New Year!
Best wishes,
ellyn

 
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