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Amy Atwood AMY ATWOOD is a yoga teacher, truth seeker, and writer. She's been published in Psychology Today. Amy lives in Houston, TX with her husband and daughter.

Recent Work By Amy Atwood

Junk Drawer

By Amy Atwood

Essay

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You’ve been sitting in front of the dreaded blank screen for hours because everything you think you could write about sounds damn depressing, probably because you just returned from burying your great uncle. So instead of trying to write something lighthearted, you let Amy Winehouse’s crooning distract you and you stare at nothing.

As you stare at nothing, you begin to wonder how they embalmed the cavity of your great uncle’s body. Then you visualize this. There’s the mortician—a typical, overweight, balding white guy in a surgical coat—vertically cutting your great uncle wide open, like how Moses had his way with the Red Sea. There must be some process, some preparations taken to make him presentable for the open casket—the thought of which feels too creepy to be therapeutic.